Crystal Fires

Saturday, May 26, 2018

Does anyone know how to create a prompt generator? Maybe a good tutorial? I’d love to be able to push a button on my desktop/visit a webpage to get a set of 2-4 prompts picked from 300 Erotic Prompts (by Cheri Laughlin). Or maybe someone has already done a generator with these prompts… *fingers crossed*

Saturday, May 26, 2018

I had a really really good day on Wednesday; my migraine was actually totally gone – not even a hint of it anywhere to be found!  😯 😀 No vague pressure in my head, or quick scalpel slash of pain if I happened to move just the wrong way… nothing. I can’t even remember the last time a had a day like that; must be three or four years ago. But I had a bad migraine attack on Thursday and a little less severe yesterday, that didn’t go all the way away and now it’s all nasty feeling all the time again 🙁

And also, it’s that time of year again… I complain about the stupid hot weather. The third week of steady heat is starting, and it’s not even summer yet! I think the migraine is so damn bad again partly due to the heat. I’ve reached my tolerance limit of heat and bright sun, now it’ll be just enduring and suffering until it goes away and the current weather prediction says that be on June 4th *fingers crossed* it’ll be earlier but at least not any later!

Seems to me the last few years that May, which is (supposed to be) still spring here, is actually all out summer these days. The heat personally bothers me and I could do with out it entirely, but it feels like the summer is starting earlier these days, and the actual summer is a little colder.

Cool weather, please to be making an appearance soon!


Friday, May 18, 2018

The last several months while the migraine has been so bad again even when I’m not having an attack, I’ve been missed being creative. I’ve been having a lot of bad enough days where I can’t listen to music, can’t watch TV, can’t write fiction, can’t play around in Photoshop, can only read a little bit of actual physical books and only a bit more of ebooks when I blow the font size way up. So I’ve been getting bored, as well as miss both being creative and consuming creative works.

I’ve always loved colors and lovely abstract paintings, and for some reason I’d been watching a lot of videos on Youtube about acrylic paiting. I’m not sure how that happened – I’ve never really been before interested in painting, or knitting or anything I’d do with my hands except baking. I think it’s because I’ve been spending a lot of time on Etsy lately, and been seeing all these wonderful craft items people have made and are selling, such as paintings, handmade journals, handmade dyed paper and so on.

So I decided to try some acrylic painting myself! It doesn’t smell and looked like a lot of fun.

I started with just painting, this was my first try:

I did a few more with other colors, and then I came across acrylic paint pouring. And – I think I fell in love! Read the rest of this entry »

Monday, May 7, 2018

It’s been about a year since I last did a health update, and the last time I did, I had started vocational rehabilitation. It was both really good, and really bad and I went into some detail about that in that post I linked. The rehabilitation ended in mid-October, with only one one-on-one interview (as opposed to group session) and two group half-day sessions spread over February and March this year. These were optional, while all the before was mandatory.


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Monday, May 7, 2018

I’m so glad I got out from when I did! My leaving them was brought on by them adding a second ad to galleries without any notice to webmasters that they are doing so, or even a notice that they have updated the rules. Currently a lot of fansites hosted by flaunt are facing problems because two weeks ago they updated rules… and apparently again without notice to their webmasters. That’s just bad communication – they can’t expect their webmasters haunting the rules page literally all the time just in case they change them! One of the new rules is  crazy:

#19. Users may use their domain (their own or the one provided for free by Flaunt Network) given that the traffic exceeds 600 unique visitors daily (according to cPanel > Awstats). If the traffic is lower than 600 unique visitors daily, users may only use a subdomain for their websites (

Really? 600 unique visitors a day to be able to use my own domain? The one I bought and paid for? That’s been the site’s URL in many cases for over ten years? And there’s no transition time? Yeah, no. A lot of fansites never come close to 600 daily visitors! It really, really depends on the subject of your fansite, and unless it’s someone or something super popular, you won’t consistently get that many visitors a day. I have only two sites that have ever had that many visitors a day, The Vampire Diaries and Jeri Ryan, and then only on a few peak days. I’ve owned the Jeri Ryan site for over ten years and have had 600 daily visitors about twice when it’s peaked when Jeri herself has mentioned the URL or some big news broke. I didn’t own The Vampire Diaries site when the show was at its height, but the years I have owned it, the daily visitors exceeded 600 maybe, four times. And changing URLs is really bad – visitors will get confused when the URL is first a domain, then it’s automatically directed to a sub-domain and then again if/when if I move away to another host, a new URL again. Every URL change loses visitors!

There are no good sides for a website in this requirement.

flaunt was an okay host when I moved there, but I can’t recommend it anymore. If you’re considering them for your host, be sure to study the rules well and keep in mind that they might change on you at any time without any notice or transition time. I didn’t require a lot of support when I was there, and what I required, they answered to me usually withing 24 hours and often a lot faster. But  there’s been a lot of people saying on the fansite forums that they haven’t heard back from flaunt when they contact them, or that it took a long time. So support might not be that great.

I really miss Gertie and The Fansites Network. Gertie was a great host – sure, there were rules, and ad requirements and update requirements, but the support was great and she always communicated any changes and other important things. And often we’d have input on them to make them work for both her business and our fansites.

Tuesday, May 16, 2017

On the April 3rd I started a vocational rehabilitation course 🙂

I’d been planning this for like the last four years or more but always either had to push it back because of new illness or old symptoms getting a lot worse before I even sent in my application or once, had to cancel my application it because my Crohn’s Disease suddenly got really bad and there were procedures planned which would’ve required sick leave for about 1/3 of the first month. Which would’ve made the thing a waste and useless :/ It took this long for me to stabilize and be so so that things feel like this is the new normal and that I can maybe do other stuff than just be at home and try to make it through the day okay. Then it took like about a year the unemployment agency & doctors etc. on board with the idea and go through the steps from there. So yay! I’m finally at this step! 😀

The course consists of periods of days/weeks at the rehabilition center’s premises and of work training (weeks/months). The first stage lasted for four weeks, and I’m currently at the second stage – the first working training.
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Tuesday, December 6, 2016

I can’t stand Negan and this write up by sums up all the reasons why.

I’ve always enjoyed TWD, even the not-so-good seasons had bits and pieces I liked but the current season and all the characters are in every way so tied up with Negan that the whole show is getting ruined. All the eps with Negan have been a chore to get through, and I’m having problems with this last one. For the first time ever I’m tempted to to just drop it, especially now that I just read that Jeffrey Dean Morgan has confirmed that Negan will be appearing in the next season too :/

I’m just so sad that TPTB had to go and ruin a good show 🙁 I’ll miss the characters (who are not Negan) and the world if I give up on it, but Negan annoys me so much.

Friday, October 21, 2016

Everything went smooth and easy, and I got back home about three hours ago. I’m sore but much less than I thought I’d be… though the pain killers they gave me might still be working at a base level so we’ll see what’s tomorrow like. I’m hugely tired but it’s a good tired  :cheer:

Friday, September 2, 2016

The ISP switch didn’t go as planned 😥 Contacted my new ISP today and heard that propably next week it’ll be activated. So I’ll be mostly offline for several days – the mobile phone’s Internet is really only good on the phone’s and the tablet – on the laptop it craps out. Can’t even read text sites on the laptop. So everything is on hold until I get a working ADSL connection again.

Think I’ll look at this as a vacation…

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